the moments we shared were just thrown in a big pile of misery

I felt really bad when Nicky told me she was dropping out 'cause the school year in Korea was starting already. I mean, why not Julia instead of her?

I have a feeling here that their dad just decided for them to be away from each other. Julia naman kasi. I really cried at that place at the same time. I thought that we would NEVER see each other again 'cause Korea's another country! I hate it. 

Last night, I wrote a letter to Nicky. Telling her everything that I feel about the sudden change. We're best friends. She shares everything to me as I did as well. She taught me every detail about Korea, especially Kmusic and Han gul, their version of calligraphy. I really learned a lot. I also apply it sometimes in my everyday life. instead of saying 'Thank You' , I say gomawa. Instead of saying ' how are you?' , I say jaljineto?. haha. it is really benta. When I feel like I'm Korean, I say han guk e seo wat o yo.

I WILL miss the times that we laugh and cry together. Our friendship can never be replaced by anyone. I hope she won't forget me even though she's in Korea already. Friendships like these shall be cherished for the rest of your roller coaster life. 

I know we'll keep in touch. Hopefully.

Kim, Ye - Eun/ Nicky, I will Miss you so much! I love you! hugs and kisses!